another shitty day of my life gone by....
yep, thats right, i had a very shitty day today... just like everyday.... i hate this.... oh... and it seems clear to me now that rebecca doesn't like me anymore (if she ever did...).... i guess i could've expected as much... i mean no one really gives a shit about my existence anyway.... i only have one reason to be alive really... heh... and ashley knows what that might be... basically... to sum my mood up today... ill just put it in short terms... my life sucks... im feeling very suicidal and depressed.... etc. and thats about all thats goin on right now... have a nice day... even if it is too late to say that....