i want
to know how you taste.
to know how you smell,
to know how you feel.
to taste your new-ness.
this feeling to mean something.
this feeling to last.
you to be real.
me to be real.
to know you.
Just feeling strange. Not sure why. Nothing really new lately. Somethings...but nothing worth talking about...
Things seem to be better. Been concentrating more on school even though I am still a neurotic mess. I still think I should just pick up and leave- go back to Phoenix or Los Angeles.
People in New York- at least this part are messed up. Maybe no more than any other place, but here I notice it right off- people here do not like you if you are a happy person. They don't want to see you smile. They can't smile for "no reason" so why should you?
It seems if you are an "intelligent" person and you see a person on the street who happens to be smiling or even giggling to themselve- you must assume you are much more intelligent than the happy person could be.
Smart people don't smile and laugh to themselves, do they~ ;p! You must be "slow."
Fuck forbid anyone should know what those damn flowers smell like.
to know how you smell,
to know how you feel.
to taste your new-ness.
this feeling to mean something.
this feeling to last.
you to be real.
me to be real.
to know you.
Just feeling strange. Not sure why. Nothing really new lately. Somethings...but nothing worth talking about...
Things seem to be better. Been concentrating more on school even though I am still a neurotic mess. I still think I should just pick up and leave- go back to Phoenix or Los Angeles.
People in New York- at least this part are messed up. Maybe no more than any other place, but here I notice it right off- people here do not like you if you are a happy person. They don't want to see you smile. They can't smile for "no reason" so why should you?
It seems if you are an "intelligent" person and you see a person on the street who happens to be smiling or even giggling to themselve- you must assume you are much more intelligent than the happy person could be.
Smart people don't smile and laugh to themselves, do they~ ;p! You must be "slow."
Fuck forbid anyone should know what those damn flowers smell like.