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[bloodbeauty]

ok, today my grandparents got a phone call from my father
i haven't heard from him in 8 years

my gran refused to give him my number

but he found me on bebo and messaged me
i've replied with my mobile number

i'm so scared he'll not be who i remember
i've changed so much, what if he hates me?

i've sent quite a while crying

but i think i'm ok

just so big