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Mar 14, 2007 23:46

today started off bad and got better
i talked to Walpole at school
got through class
met alex and hung out at coffee, cake and kink
chatted and talked about random shit for most of the evening
and flirted a little, but nothing serious...it's just what we do
i'd forgotten how much me and him are on the same wavelenght sometimes
i still think he's a bastard for what he's done to jenn
but it's nice to have someone where i don't have to explain why something upsets me/makes me happy
he understands the stuff i couldn't talk to anyone else about because even the kinkiest people i know think it's bad and wrong
he understands how hard it is to resist the SH urges and how little i get back for not doing it

am i really that bad a person for wanting to stay in touch with him?
i don't want to hurt Jenn or Jamie
i love them both so much

some day i just don't know what to do


1. Grab the nearest book
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.

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"now the academy will talk, saying I have known the favours of Phedre no Delaunay." faint lines crinkled at the corners of her eyes."and mayhap it will bring more students to study drumming."

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Jaqueline Carey

[meme], [alex], [college]

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