Nov 05, 2006 09:47
i woke up feeling a bit unwell today. not in a way that i was sick or anything. lets just say that my emotions were a bit.. off. the whole morning i couldnt feel any emotion and it was starting to get annoying. thank god i was able to catch Euro Trip on tv. that made me laugh. XD
well, i was reading posts by people on multiply. i know that it wasnt much of a laughing matter, considering things were getting complicated by every post, but i laughed. i laughed because i thought of how stupid it is that were all fighting over something in the past. why cant we just accept that were never gonna get the past back.
dont get me wrong, i miss those old care-free days. but hey, i'm fine with the ways things are now. sure, things may be complicated, but they dont have to be if we just look at it from a distance. is all this friction going to solve anything? will all this anger be any help at all? no matter how much we fight and blame each other, nothing is going to happen. its not fixing anything, is it? i know, i know. what do i have to say about this? i mean, i was involved in some ways but not entirely, right?
but i dont see why we should still fight. this is being child-ish, honestly. if you think about it, everyone is at fault. Maronne was right if you think about it. there is injustice here. but hey, like i said, its not my place entirely to have a say in this. XD