May 04, 2004 22:04
I'm so ARGH!
You know that stupid feeling that you get and it's like there's a lead weight in your stomach? I have that feeling right now.
I think I'm going to go for a walk late at night and lie down in the middle of a street. Then I will think. For a long time. Until some sort of vehicle runs me over.
Or maybe I'll just beat myself up with a hammer. And a stick.
Or a stick with a hammer attached to it.
I think I need to talk to a complete stranger about my troubles. Yes, that's what I'll do. Now all I need is a stranger that's good at listening...
Okay, aside from all my confusion it's turning out to be a super awesome week. Now all I need is something to do tomorrow after school. Maybe I'll try to learn some fancy little skateboard thing. Like the run-and-jump-on jazz. Ooh! I know! I can go buy new bearings! And Holly, you're coming if you like it or not. Because you're the only person that I actually do stuff with, due to far away living friends. *kicks everybody that doesn't live IN Altona*
Yeah, take that.
I have a Math test tomorrow, and I really hope I know how to do everything. I also have a Home Ec test, but those are jokes. Oh, I also got pretty good on a science quiz and it upped my mark 2%. BIG science unit test coming up! If I get 60%, I'll be PASSING SCIENCE! YEY!
Some entirely random things:
You know you're a mennonite when you call your internet 'sheif'.
Red hair - May 11
Dreads (if I can find the wax) - May 15
Oooh, I'm so excited! If you know where to find dread wax, please inform me immediately.
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And now you know.