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So here i am updating....this is my once in a blue moon post. I dont know why im updating or even writing in this thing anymore. It just seems that the moment i write something in here a lot more stuff happen and then i dont feel like remember all of that so i just dont write it. Well anywayz I've been really busy. English homework like you couldn't believe and mock trial practices till 10pm, at the school. ALl of it was just piling up and up and up. I had such a horrible headache yesterday and i think it was because the mock trial competitions screwed up my body. But on that note we are going to state for the 2nd time in two years. Go us. We were 16th place going into substate facing off against Johnston's freshman team who were first place. We won, it wasn't close, i think by like 10+ points. Sorry Abby. I have individual speech contest tomorrow, at some place, which i forgot. Such fun that will be. (Please note the excitement that i have throughout this entry) {<--- Sarcasm}
In other news, I have found the cure to any couples rocky relationship. Get me to like the female. It seems that the people i meet and start to like are going out with someone or just about to go out with someone. When I meet them, they are normally having a rocky relationship or going through some trouble spot, yet the moment I start to like them, BOOM! They are doing better. I personally am glad that they are happy, even if I dislike the guy, but thats not my choice. I would rather see them happy with someone else than sad with me. Ima nice guy like that. ((Oh and Melissa if you're thinking about making a smart-ass comment right here...go shove it up your ass.)) I figure if they like the kid, then all i can do is be a friend. Which I am both happy and sad about. It seems like it is a never ending waiting game.
my life is very up and down right now. I havent fenced in almost a month. Homework is building up and causing more stress. Work is occasionally thrown in the mix. Mock Trial is becoming almost irritating with all the practices. No matter how sweet or nice, or kind I am to a girl, it seems almost to no use. Sure, I know that they have a boyfriend, but Im allowed to make them happy, and smile. And if they start to like me then good for them, but I wont make them break up with their boyfriend for me and I wont cheat with them on their boyfriend. But I guess thats life. So it goes. So I wait, and i flirt, maybe someday, somehow, and in someway my luck will turn over and I can be truly happy again.
In other news, I have found the cure to any couples rocky relationship. Get me to like the female. It seems that the people i meet and start to like are going out with someone or just about to go out with someone. When I meet them, they are normally having a rocky relationship or going through some trouble spot, yet the moment I start to like them, BOOM! They are doing better. I personally am glad that they are happy, even if I dislike the guy, but thats not my choice. I would rather see them happy with someone else than sad with me. Ima nice guy like that. ((Oh and Melissa if you're thinking about making a smart-ass comment right here...go shove it up your ass.)) I figure if they like the kid, then all i can do is be a friend. Which I am both happy and sad about. It seems like it is a never ending waiting game.
my life is very up and down right now. I havent fenced in almost a month. Homework is building up and causing more stress. Work is occasionally thrown in the mix. Mock Trial is becoming almost irritating with all the practices. No matter how sweet or nice, or kind I am to a girl, it seems almost to no use. Sure, I know that they have a boyfriend, but Im allowed to make them happy, and smile. And if they start to like me then good for them, but I wont make them break up with their boyfriend for me and I wont cheat with them on their boyfriend. But I guess thats life. So it goes. So I wait, and i flirt, maybe someday, somehow, and in someway my luck will turn over and I can be truly happy again.