ive been on the down side so i wrote a poem

[minasmommy]

mindless wandering through the passage of life
what distress and stress bottles up this strife
my feelings of helplessness boiled up inside
dread fills my brain, disdain and happiness collide
my mind is weary i live in dreams
so much so little is what it seems
over analyzing everything that i face
hopeless wondering i feel like a discrace
so many opportunites lost and misused
i feel the need to hide i feel so abused
yet none abuse me i abuse myself alone
not loving me has stifled and my mind is a stone...
yet i can conquer this, i can change it i hope...
one life to live, it can't be a joke.
i must shatter the negative feelings inside,
live life to the fullest, no more i can hide.
love thyself, love thy neighbors, i must not cry.
or else ill be lonely till the day i die...