remembering 19
i feel i have come a long way since then.
i miss being a student, budgeting, op-shopping, cutting my own hair and going out with no money but having the best time.
i miss being... free and letting the night take me in any direction.
sigh, those nights ryan and i would sit under the stars and just be... or we would dig our feet into the sand. my jeans were filled with sand for months haha.
i wish i could go back to the nights of sitting in the car with marty, sittin on the bonnet of the car watching planes land and racing remote control cars down the street.
i actually miss sitting in luke's commadore... deftones or city & colour playing loud and seeing everything fly by my window or the lights on the highway blurring.
sigh.
i don't want to grow up.
cant everything stay still?
dear love,
i wouldn't care if you broke my heart everyday.
my teeth hurt.
i miss being a student, budgeting, op-shopping, cutting my own hair and going out with no money but having the best time.
i miss being... free and letting the night take me in any direction.
sigh, those nights ryan and i would sit under the stars and just be... or we would dig our feet into the sand. my jeans were filled with sand for months haha.
i wish i could go back to the nights of sitting in the car with marty, sittin on the bonnet of the car watching planes land and racing remote control cars down the street.
i actually miss sitting in luke's commadore... deftones or city & colour playing loud and seeing everything fly by my window or the lights on the highway blurring.
sigh.
i don't want to grow up.
cant everything stay still?
Click to viewdear love,
i wouldn't care if you broke my heart everyday.
my teeth hurt.