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today. work was fucking rough but atleast i got to laugh a hell of a lot and have little competitions and in-jokes! i really like our massive team!!! :D
i might be getting a new camera... from work... looking at something between $600 - $800ish...
hopefully it will get me back into an arty mood (something new to play with) and get me back into design work. grrr
gahhh i have talked to so many people who are good photographers and they suggest the canon d50
i have such an emotional attachment to olympus... but hey, it might bring new luck to change :p heh
i talked to justin for about 5 hours sunday haha i wouldnt be suprised if it was longer really. 11 years!!!!
after christmas i might look for a new job. im not rushing it though and i'm going to try and earn more for myself. reach target, smash targets and what not! :)
i am going to improve my home. i have moved one of the fridges out of the kitchen. its our beer fridge for people to sign when we have parties/ guests! and i am going to get nice curtains, draws and nice paintings/ artworks to fill our place. we decided friday that this was important!
i have made lists. reminders. priorities.
i will take these lists seriously... because if i dont they just become senseless scribbles on a page!
i have training for the next two days... shall be interesting. i am going to learn heaps! yay
haha
its becoming more real to me that my dad will be here for my 21st.
kind of scary to think of it. whenever i see him i cant help but think 'is this the last time i see him, this could be it... there could be silence for a year or more.... or he might get worse' he smokes too much, works hard and stresses. what a combination. his health is deteriorating.
so my 21st is becoming pretty damn important to me, people might actually meet my father ekk. haha we will probably have it here at our house if we are still living here by December.
i cant believe i'll be 21 then. yikes.
peter's bday soon!!! hopefully his pressie shows up this weekend! grrr
so living out of home is rad... but sometimes i miss having help.
the cooking, bills-(rent, net, phone, electricity, water),groceries, cleaning, washing, ironing!
i wish i could come home to a meal already cooking sometimes and help with the groceries - sometimes i can barely even lift all the stuff haha
(i'm weak haha)
then there is the maintenance and inspections! - taking time off work!
i mean, on top of that i work 5days a week. sometimes til 9pm. so when i get home i am usually stuffed from being on my feet all day and have to get up early the next day!
it takes such a tole on you. you burn out, get moody or just give up sometimes. i have the weekend to make for any slacking off though.
our house is usually full of beer bottles, take away containers and everyone's rubbish by sunday hahaha
but still i hop into my bed at night, close my eyes and think... fuck i have got this far! it's getting less scary!!!
:D
i might be getting a new camera... from work... looking at something between $600 - $800ish...
hopefully it will get me back into an arty mood (something new to play with) and get me back into design work. grrr
gahhh i have talked to so many people who are good photographers and they suggest the canon d50
i have such an emotional attachment to olympus... but hey, it might bring new luck to change :p heh
i talked to justin for about 5 hours sunday haha i wouldnt be suprised if it was longer really. 11 years!!!!
after christmas i might look for a new job. im not rushing it though and i'm going to try and earn more for myself. reach target, smash targets and what not! :)
i am going to improve my home. i have moved one of the fridges out of the kitchen. its our beer fridge for people to sign when we have parties/ guests! and i am going to get nice curtains, draws and nice paintings/ artworks to fill our place. we decided friday that this was important!
i have made lists. reminders. priorities.
i will take these lists seriously... because if i dont they just become senseless scribbles on a page!
i have training for the next two days... shall be interesting. i am going to learn heaps! yay
haha
its becoming more real to me that my dad will be here for my 21st.
kind of scary to think of it. whenever i see him i cant help but think 'is this the last time i see him, this could be it... there could be silence for a year or more.... or he might get worse' he smokes too much, works hard and stresses. what a combination. his health is deteriorating.
so my 21st is becoming pretty damn important to me, people might actually meet my father ekk. haha we will probably have it here at our house if we are still living here by December.
i cant believe i'll be 21 then. yikes.
peter's bday soon!!! hopefully his pressie shows up this weekend! grrr
so living out of home is rad... but sometimes i miss having help.
the cooking, bills-(rent, net, phone, electricity, water),groceries, cleaning, washing, ironing!
i wish i could come home to a meal already cooking sometimes and help with the groceries - sometimes i can barely even lift all the stuff haha
(i'm weak haha)
then there is the maintenance and inspections! - taking time off work!
i mean, on top of that i work 5days a week. sometimes til 9pm. so when i get home i am usually stuffed from being on my feet all day and have to get up early the next day!
it takes such a tole on you. you burn out, get moody or just give up sometimes. i have the weekend to make for any slacking off though.
our house is usually full of beer bottles, take away containers and everyone's rubbish by sunday hahaha
but still i hop into my bed at night, close my eyes and think... fuck i have got this far! it's getting less scary!!!
:D