Aug 19, 2005 23:29
I've been in my new place for two weeks now and I love it. More freedom. The downside is that most of my money goes to BILLS! But that just goes with the territory. I'm content at the moment, now I need to keep moving on with my life and try to make everything work.
Chris is practicually homeless right now. I feel bad for him. His ex-wife got the landlords (her grandparents) to throw him out and she took all of his kids away. That's pretty fucked up. Chris lives for his kids and she takes them away. A heartless bitch she is. He's a better father then she is a mother. And I can say that because I've witnessed her in action. But he says that he's fighting it and will get custody of his kids. I think he has a case considering the emotional and mental problems she has. She's unfit to raise children, especially 4 of them. I got his back 100%, I think I'll even be a witness in his case due to the fact I lived with the both of them when they were together for 2 monthes. He's currently staying at various friends' houses. I've extended my home to him as well if he ever needs a place to crash. I think it's fair since he's helped me a lot in the past.
Ozzy and Ana are in a tight spot right now. Ozzy lost his job and now they're struggling. I dont know if I can help them out, or if I could at all. I love them to death but most of it they brought on themselves. I hope everything goes well with them. They do have a son that they need to take care of.
And then there's Shayna, not only did she get fired from Circuit City, but she also got fired from her other job at Applebee's. Now she's jobless and struggling as well. Wow....seems like bad things are happening to people around me. Some might say in the case of Shayna, it's karma. Also, this one guy that lived with Shayna and I when I lived with her is headed for Prison for 7 years. He can rot for all I care. I feel bad for Shayna because she tries her best but things just dont seem to work out. Then again, she never values anything, she takes it all for granted. As for her and I, we're friends once again. We made up and everything is cool. I just told myself there is no possible way will I help her out again in the way that I did before.
As for myself, like I said, I'm content, trying to amke it and not fail. It's hard, but I'm doing it. Sandena has been good help as well. As for my dating status, of course I'm still single, but I'm once again off the market. I feel that I dont have time or room for a relationship. I feel I'd just be dead weight to someone. There's things about myself I need to fix before I can make someone else happy. I'm not perfect, and I know I'll never be perfect, but at any rate, I at least want to be good enough for someone. Right now, I'm just not.
Anyways...that's all from me. <3