Bad mood
When i was young i used to believe in all the good things like fairies and sparkles and goodness and love, but as i've grown up i come to find that the world doesn't work like that. When your a kid the world is good for the most part but you grow up and the life you lead spins out of control and all your left with is the dizzy sick feeling. Thats what it like at the mo and all i can do is hang on and hope that it slows down soon before i throw up.