When I close my eyes its you I see..Im not alone..
I feel so empty latley.. like There is no meaning of living on.. yeah I know its just stupid already.. and Im sure most of you are sick of hearing it, But when you almost lose the best thing in your life. You begin to realize you know. Realize how immature you have been and how many days and years you have been wasting your life away.. On fuck all.. and you know you can make somthing of yourself. But you just cant at the same time. yeah well about that.. hmm well i soo need a job right now its not even funny! And well ive decided I want to pain my car red. or yellow.. which will cost about $500.00 dollars so. Which is why I really need a job. and you know there's just so much in life I dont know about.. Im constantly being lied to about various things and well you know it just really makes you think. ***We have a secret love affair And no one even knows That the feeling's there This is so exciting That it's our thing*** And well.. Who knows.. Maybe they just want to move on with their life. Maybe i just bore them way to much, and it seems.. SOME of my friends are hitting on that some one.. which is really pissing me off! if your my friend why would you do that you know?! oh and Krissie call me damn it.. we need to go out for coffee sometime.. yeah so back to the ranting.. Kinda maked you think.. you know. aloud out any time of the night. or as in these cases.. sneaking out.. why would u want to sneak out that late at night? fuck You know one day i am gonna worry myself sick over this, and maybe for this one entry ill try and let ig go so annomys can sign too or however the fuck u spell it!! anyways ppl later *ouch fuck i cut my finger* ooh and i so know what my tattoo is gonna look like its wicked!
Andi
Andi