Never though I would've landed where I just did...
A year ago I never would've thought that I'd be exactly where I am.....those thoughts of negativity and disbelieving have just been proven wrong. within the span of a week I find myself laughing and actually being able to be myself.....which was quite a change. Through various rounds of hanging with friends, "jamming" sessions and a couple fun rounds of Drunken Guitar (which I kicked ass at btw...). Plus having someone else watching me be the partial Girly girl I am...I say partial because I'm not the full on "dont let me get dirty" "that will ruin my makeup" "i need to fix my hair every five second" and "I cant stop looking at my reflection all damn day" kind of girl...it was quite a change for me since I'm on my own. lol, I can still hear the voice next to me saying "I can't help it" or "can i make a request?" *giggles* I blush everytime i think about it
I've been "musing" (as they say) about everything that's happened to me over the past week and I'm still hoping it wasn't a dream.
On another note....I spoke to my sister for a while today and she put the phone up to my 2month old nephew who supposedly "focused" when he heard me call him "monkey". Yeah...call me a dork...but I've lovingly given my nephew the name "little monkey" because thats exactly what he looked like when he was born. The orangutang arms and long skinny legs attatched to the smallest body. lolz. Plus I'm very excited for this weekend...My parents are finally coming down for a visit. I've missed them A LOT. Though my dad's already a bit "bothered" that i still have a belly ring. That was probably my own fault...I accidently sent him the text message about my cute new belly ring and i receive a message that contains "You better not have." Oh how I love my father....lol. My mom on the other hand said "what??????" and when I spoke to her on my way home from "somewhere" (that I no longer need directions for. lol) I told her about it and she's cool with it. (well..compared to my dad at least...lol).
Bites and Kisses,
BloodRaven
I've been "musing" (as they say) about everything that's happened to me over the past week and I'm still hoping it wasn't a dream.
On another note....I spoke to my sister for a while today and she put the phone up to my 2month old nephew who supposedly "focused" when he heard me call him "monkey". Yeah...call me a dork...but I've lovingly given my nephew the name "little monkey" because thats exactly what he looked like when he was born. The orangutang arms and long skinny legs attatched to the smallest body. lolz. Plus I'm very excited for this weekend...My parents are finally coming down for a visit. I've missed them A LOT. Though my dad's already a bit "bothered" that i still have a belly ring. That was probably my own fault...I accidently sent him the text message about my cute new belly ring and i receive a message that contains "You better not have." Oh how I love my father....lol. My mom on the other hand said "what??????" and when I spoke to her on my way home from "somewhere" (that I no longer need directions for. lol) I told her about it and she's cool with it. (well..compared to my dad at least...lol).
Bites and Kisses,
BloodRaven