Sigh
so... after years and years of struggling with math.. i finally found the key. i was watching this show and one of the characters had this disorder, Dyscalculia... i'd never heard of it.. but as i looked it up and read about it.. it all just.. made sense.. it basically means you have an inability to comprehend numbers, you have difficulty with multiplication, addition, subtraction and division tables, difficulty with mental arithmetic, difficulty judging time, difficulty reading analog clocks, inability to concentrate on mentally intensive task, and it also goes into some spatial reasoning difficulties.. the point is it fits.. the point is i have this.. most people with this get diagnosed with ADHD as kids...yup that was me... grr.. i just... i wish i had found this disorder a long... long ass time ago.. in other news im going to go to southeast tech in the fall for welding. mhmm.. i went and sat in on some classes and the teacher actually let me weld some.. and ... i didnt dislike it.. i can see myself welding for a living.. and im at this spot where i have no fucking clue what to do.. but the welding program is only a 9 month thing.. so i might as well do it.. so im going to. and the only other gen ed i need is math.. so... now i have to pass a math class.. and not just one math class.. oh no.. i have to pass too.. because i have to take the class that doesnt count for credit first because i suck at it.. and i just... i get panic attacks just thinking about math.. so... thats my next semester.. hope you guys have a good xmas!