buddy

Mar 16, 2004 21:29

you folks are so funny. the little things that make up our day. i dunno, i really don't. but it is just funny to see the things people get worked up about. even me sometimes. i think the funniest thing ever is seeing guys approach girls. its funny sometimes, i just hafta chuckle, cuz everyone tries so hard. for some reason its the most important thing in our lives now, 'boo-hoo, i need a girl, i need some pussy, my life isnt complete, boo-hoo, waa-waa.' all that bullshit, sometimes i find myself guilty of this, we're all the same. im not sure where im going with this, other than i should stop worrying about things that are so trivial and just get work done, i will be alot happier in the long run. and that finding someone isnt necesarily that important, while it would be nice and relieve alot of pressure, it wont happen and everyone is too dense to even understand, and it gets hard playing mind games after a while. if you knew what i meant youd be laughing too. you have to be so fake sometimes, not really fake, but you have to put on acts and shows to deal with some people, and i find it fun sometimes and others completely pointless. and then i end up rambling useless crap no one understands on the empty computer screen, the blinking cursor waits for more. i wish i knew when i started thinking like this, i wish someone else thought like this. maybe i just look into shit too much, or just differently. i dunno, i just see most of us as a waste of life, when we could be aware of so much more than the petty realities we all live everyday. every single day.
i guess we are all the same, but i just wish some of you could see how truly stupid and absurd you all are. to live so strictly by what others think... it must be strange indeed.
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