Jul 21, 2007 14:43
A short while ago I realized what people were telling me: While you're developing your talent, get a look/gimmick/character, develop it, get ring gear, sell the idea & you WILL be on shows. Scary scary thought, but it is one of my goals. Ive almost settled on a name. Satana, or Suzi Satana, or Suzanna Satana. Yes. And I shall call my rana... Satana-rana! haha. One of my finishers Im thinking of calling the 9th circle of hell...if you see it, it kinda makes sense.
I reckon Im a heel as any training matches I have I always want to be heel & Im always complimented on my heel-ish antics & my "im superior" expression i adorn whilst wrestling. I was told "you're defo gonna be the nasty dominant bitch" yas!
So today I went to see a lady called Maggie about her making me some ring gear. Premature? yes. But its exciting & once I own ring gear & boots I know I'll push myself a lot harder in terms of wrestling & fitness...kinda like dieting & buying a really small pretty dress? lol
Shes real excited about making if for me, although it wont happen for a few months I reckon cuz shes going on holiday & I'm not entirely sure of the final design. She showed me some samples & pics of dance costumes shes done & shes hella-talented so my options have been opened up big time.
My mum is nearly more excited than I am, & she said she'd help me out with the cost. Which I think is just so sweet of her & now I know for sure shes 100% behind me. That feels really good. Cuz sometimes it seems like some of the most important people in my life don't get this whole wrestling thing. It sucks that I can only talk to a select few about one of the most important things in my life without them rolling their eyes.
Im loving the creativity involved in the evolution of my character at the moment. Loving it hard :D