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Eurovision party was good. Its the first time Ive EVER watched Eurovision :O I love the Ukrane song, cant believe they didnt win!
I felt realy upset in training yesterday for reasons that escape me, ended up half-ass attempting a lot of shit which made me angry at myself. BUT I almost have nip ups, I reckon by next week I'll be nipping up better than Shawn Michaels. ALSO didnt get injured! well..Paula elbowed me in the face :P In a couple of weeks we're going up to train with W3L peeps which will be fun and also soul destroying. Colin has an 8 hour training session in store for us, and I just know hes gonna be evil. I WILL cry and I MAY end up wanting to quit lol. Had a wee chat with him, just expressing my concerns to him cuz he keeps asking me "whats up?" twas good, I relaised he cares about the trainees & he only encourages you if he can tell u want to do it & doesnt just say "stick in there". Its well hard when ur the shittest :/ everyones so good!
Had a crazy "shoot fighting but not all the way shoot fighting" match with Paula. I lifted her for a power bomb and heard Colin go "no....NO!" so I had to put her down again :/ lol. Shes tiny tho, and itd make sense for me to power bomb her!
I need to get strong. Im bigger than the other Scottish lassies, so I reckon I'll go for power moves and a bit of lucha/acrobaticness thrown in, so as not to look all the way dykish. Been researching move sets, sequences and finnishers a lot. Yeah its early, but I want to have my own little signiture sequences and perfect them.
Got a phone interview with O2 on thurs :S nervous! I want this job!
I felt realy upset in training yesterday for reasons that escape me, ended up half-ass attempting a lot of shit which made me angry at myself. BUT I almost have nip ups, I reckon by next week I'll be nipping up better than Shawn Michaels. ALSO didnt get injured! well..Paula elbowed me in the face :P In a couple of weeks we're going up to train with W3L peeps which will be fun and also soul destroying. Colin has an 8 hour training session in store for us, and I just know hes gonna be evil. I WILL cry and I MAY end up wanting to quit lol. Had a wee chat with him, just expressing my concerns to him cuz he keeps asking me "whats up?" twas good, I relaised he cares about the trainees & he only encourages you if he can tell u want to do it & doesnt just say "stick in there". Its well hard when ur the shittest :/ everyones so good!
Had a crazy "shoot fighting but not all the way shoot fighting" match with Paula. I lifted her for a power bomb and heard Colin go "no....NO!" so I had to put her down again :/ lol. Shes tiny tho, and itd make sense for me to power bomb her!
I need to get strong. Im bigger than the other Scottish lassies, so I reckon I'll go for power moves and a bit of lucha/acrobaticness thrown in, so as not to look all the way dykish. Been researching move sets, sequences and finnishers a lot. Yeah its early, but I want to have my own little signiture sequences and perfect them.
Got a phone interview with O2 on thurs :S nervous! I want this job!