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its really insane how time is going by because i swear not so long ago everything was okay and i thought i was gonna save the world with my punk rock values but now...all i do is sit around and wait for something to happen. It's really pathetic and dissatisfying. All I want is a comfy place to hang out and talk to people who aren't lying to me in some way.
My life has become the biggest joke...of my life. I'm drunk and alone and...I want to die. Only because the thought of dealing with the fact that I am alive and awake is too heartbreaking.
You can't go to sleep because you just woke up. I hate that feelng.
My life has become the biggest joke...of my life. I'm drunk and alone and...I want to die. Only because the thought of dealing with the fact that I am alive and awake is too heartbreaking.
You can't go to sleep because you just woke up. I hate that feelng.