Sad IchiHitsu
I don't know what's been up with me lately, but all my stories and pictures have been sad. I have a chapter for "Comfort" ready to go- well, the rough draft is completed. Still need tweaked and edited. The story was all cute and fluffy...well, that's taken a nose dive. The new chapter is fucking sad. Hell, it depressed me, and I'm the one who wrote it! I had something like what I wrote planned, but it wasn't supposed to be as sad as it turned out.
Then at work I started a new IchiHitsu story, "Accidentally in Love". that was supposed to be a cute romantic comedy type, where Ichi and Hitsu met and fell in love on the bus. Except I got the sudden idea, when I was writing it, to give poor Hitsu a crippled leg so he has to wear a brace on said leg so he could walk. Things just go down hill from there- reading back on what I wrote, I realize he's not just having a bad day, but a bad life. T.T
My muse has been on a depression streak. Maybe it's cuz I've been depressed myself lately and this is my way of venting? Idk. I drew an IchiHitsu sketch in my notebook "Toshiro's Last Breath" and was gonna write a short lil one shot for it, but I just can't kill Hitsu off.
I wrote a Sasuke/Sakura ficlet, which is weird cuz I don't likeSakura all that much. Ok, I HATE her in the beginning but she's tolerable in Shippendo. Anyway, she lays dying in a field of corpses with Sasuke at her side and realizes in her final moments she and Sasuke could have fallen in love if he was not so damanged in his heart, and because of those scars their love was never destined to be.
Oh, my emo-writing rampage isn't quite done yet. On gaia, I RP an OC centaur character, and I wrote a rather unintentionally long story exploring her character and past, and damn is it fucked up! It's fucked up and depressing. She kills her best friend, because said friend is wasting away from a fatal disease- her friend begs her to kill her.
Then at work I started a new IchiHitsu story, "Accidentally in Love". that was supposed to be a cute romantic comedy type, where Ichi and Hitsu met and fell in love on the bus. Except I got the sudden idea, when I was writing it, to give poor Hitsu a crippled leg so he has to wear a brace on said leg so he could walk. Things just go down hill from there- reading back on what I wrote, I realize he's not just having a bad day, but a bad life. T.T
My muse has been on a depression streak. Maybe it's cuz I've been depressed myself lately and this is my way of venting? Idk. I drew an IchiHitsu sketch in my notebook "Toshiro's Last Breath" and was gonna write a short lil one shot for it, but I just can't kill Hitsu off.
I wrote a Sasuke/Sakura ficlet, which is weird cuz I don't likeSakura all that much. Ok, I HATE her in the beginning but she's tolerable in Shippendo. Anyway, she lays dying in a field of corpses with Sasuke at her side and realizes in her final moments she and Sasuke could have fallen in love if he was not so damanged in his heart, and because of those scars their love was never destined to be.
Oh, my emo-writing rampage isn't quite done yet. On gaia, I RP an OC centaur character, and I wrote a rather unintentionally long story exploring her character and past, and damn is it fucked up! It's fucked up and depressing. She kills her best friend, because said friend is wasting away from a fatal disease- her friend begs her to kill her.