school
everyday i am at school i want to drop it more and more. today was not a good day at all.at lunch yesterday i went to sit with my friends and i saw a kid they all know i hate and cant stand sitting with them. so i just walked out and went out in the hallway. well today was the same thing but one of m fiends when we went back to class said to me that is was really cool not to sit with my friends at lunch today. and i told him they were sitting with a kid they know i hate and he looked at ame and said fuckin get over it and i told him no i cant even look at the kid and not get pissed. and he said he dont care. so i was like you know if i went in there and sat by myself that none of them would come sit by me. he said to stop feelin so damn sorry for myself. that pissed me off because by knowing i sit with them everyday and then sitting with that fucker i hate and by knwoing that they disrespected me and that wasnt cool and then i get bitched at for it. today was not a good day. i almost ended up walkin home today cuz that friend that started bitching at me was suppose to drive me home and i cant ride a bus so i had no way to get home. but then i found a ride luckly. i fuckin hate school if i didnt have to go my life would be so much more easeir. god this shit is gettin to much.