It's All Downhill From Here
It's All Downhill From Here
You're all probably wondering what the fuck is wrong with me now.
If you have issues hearing people get all depressed, then do not read this entry.
Goddamn I need to see my psychologist and talk to him now.
I've told you all about how my father had lost his job and was on a six months consulting job in Texas. Well, he's gotten a new job that he starts in July. He will be working as a President at a college in New York [I'm unsure of what part] for 3 to 6 years.
But good news always comes with bad news.
We will be buying a home in New York, since my Papa will have to live in New York. If my Mom, brother, and I choose to live in our home in Maryland, we will have to spend our summer vacations and breaks in New York. If we choose to live in New York with my father, we would spend all of our breaks and summer vacation in Maryland.
We won't be selling this home, obviously. But it's been hard on me, despite I only found out about all of this on Easter night, yesterday.
The thing is, there's a very, very likely chance that I'll be going to New York. My parents would allow me to have friends fly up and back [since the flight is only about an hour] or come visit, and let me visit back, but it'd still be hard.
I wasn't supposed to have today off of school, but I had to get space maintainers in my mouth to keep my other teeth from moving forward and blocking the space of the area where my older teeth were pulled, and my Papa had to go to the airport later today to go to New York to sign all of the contracts for the job.
Of course, it's already a done deal, so it wouldn't matter.
I've been with Kristina all day. It was really nice to have her with me-- I really needed one of my friends to be with me, and I love Kristina very much. She always makes me feel better.
It's weird. It's weird because just Saturday and the days before that, I was happy. I was relaxed, not worried about anything-- not even the school work that I have to do now that's overdue.
I have a Global Studies paper on Anwar Sadat I need to finish, a visual representation for a scene in "Haroun and the Sea of Stories" to make, and about three Science papers to complete.
Gods, right now I hate life.
Jashin hates me. Must be because of how much I'm torturing Hidan in "I Don't Love You". He doesn't like how I'm torturing his most faithful follower. -sigh-
Well... I hope you all are doing better than I am. I'll be writing a lot more now, I think. I'm working on chapter one of "I Don't Love You", but I've only gotten a little less than a page done. Just don't have the spirit at the moment, I guess.
I hope everyone had a good Easter.
<3
~Blood~
~Anna~