Boggled.
I am so drained right now. It's really discouraging that nearly my entire life revolves around work, and when I say work, I mean my ridiculous salad job. I'm working more or less full time, and it's been really stressful lately, to the point where even when I'm not at work I'm still thinking about it. Ugh.
So I haven't been keeping my livejournal abreast of my life, and that's terrible, so at this moment, I'm making a resolution to post to my LJ at least once a day for the rest of ever. Here goes.
Housing/Roommate issues: Lexi, Shannon and I have been living together for eight months, and it was good for the first five. I think the ties were really severed when Shannon and I found maggots pulsating in our kitchen, frolicking amid Ms. Tidwell's dirty dishes. Not a fun night.
And so, after Lexi decided to move in with her boyfriend, which is another can of worms which does not need to be opened all over livejournal, Shannon and I are left in something of a bind as to housing. Really, though, it'll be infinitely better for us to be living together with just we two. That's essentially been the dynamic for the past week, and I think that bodes very well.
So now Shannon has set a real estate agent on the case, and now everything will be dandy. We've programmed the Universe to give us exactly what we need/want, and so all we have to do now is allow the Universe to give it to us.
Boyfriend-type-thing: So Jason and I have exchanged the l-word, and that's lovely. I really do miss him quite a lot. Mostly right before I go to sleep. I roll over and I snuggle into the blanket, and for a second I'm waiting for someone, and then I remember Jason's not coming to bed with me. It simply feels so right to fall asleep next to him.
Spirituality: The recent developments with Stephanie are so very exciting. She meditates every single day, of her own accord. She
s just bought her very first Tarot deck, and she's picking up reading very quickly. She is very good already at moving energy, and once she starts on more focused spellwork, I've a feeling she'll start manifesting good things very quickly.
On a more personal note, I've been very spiritually productive lately. Lots and lots of readings, both given and recieved, and lots of candle spells. There's a ritual I performed before my mother found the apartment we lived in for my last two years in Duluth, and I think I may do it again, only to find myself a place to live, rather than my mum.
Also, my meditations have lately become much more consuming than they usually are- I'm getting sight, sound, and smell almost constantly. Also, I did an awesome Invocation of the Horned God last night, which I can't even really describe. There was that feeling again of grabbing on to two live wires, but in a good way. It always feels like being home.
Side-note: Shannon now owns Boggle. I found "pheremone" last night. I bet you can guess where my free time is going to be for the forseeable future :).