wow. that was a good night of sleep.
i just woke up and i felt really weird. i must have slept in this really weird position because not only was my entire right arm asleep when i woke up as it always is every morning, but my right leg was as well. i don't understand how, but it hurt really really bad, and when i went to roll out of bed my shoulder popped out of socket while it was asleep. it was the weirdest and most uncomfortable sensation ever. it was pathetic because i couldn't stand up to do what i normally do to pop my shoulder back into place because my leg was asleep and i couldn't manipulate it enough to stand up. so there i sat in pain beating my leg half to death just to it could wake up in order for me to pop my freaking shoulder back into socket. longest 7 minutes of my life EVER. now it really hurts :(
i have no idea what i'm doing today. i have no plans. i started cleaning my room, and i'm doing laundry right now. maybe i will go and get a new laptop today? its a very strong possibility.
people are leaving now, and it's getting even more real. i realized that last night. i am scared. so scared. but, i know that this is for the best, and it needs to happen...for all of us. and its only 6 days away for me.
this is going to be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do...
i have no idea what i'm doing today. i have no plans. i started cleaning my room, and i'm doing laundry right now. maybe i will go and get a new laptop today? its a very strong possibility.
people are leaving now, and it's getting even more real. i realized that last night. i am scared. so scared. but, i know that this is for the best, and it needs to happen...for all of us. and its only 6 days away for me.
this is going to be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do...