change
Well lets see its december. Its cold out. i am not going to normal schooling.... I go to internet schooling. I have no idea if it is gonna work out or not. I went to court. It fucking blew. i have to write a two page paper on the juvi jail they just got.
There are so many things on my mind. I miss my dad. Christmas isnt gonna be the same. The feeling of christmas is already gone. This whole month seems so unreal. Life is one big blurr and i am trying to make the best of it.
I have been home alott. i remember when i used to only see my mom like maybe at least once a day. Now i see her all the time. My life is like downsizing. I have just became alot lazier. I dont see the point in calling people... i mean if they want to hang out with me they'll call.
I jsut dont know about all this change.
i'll just have to wait and see what really truly happens
There are so many things on my mind. I miss my dad. Christmas isnt gonna be the same. The feeling of christmas is already gone. This whole month seems so unreal. Life is one big blurr and i am trying to make the best of it.
I have been home alott. i remember when i used to only see my mom like maybe at least once a day. Now i see her all the time. My life is like downsizing. I have just became alot lazier. I dont see the point in calling people... i mean if they want to hang out with me they'll call.
I jsut dont know about all this change.
i'll just have to wait and see what really truly happens