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[blondyblue]

Sometimes

I wish I was brave

I wish I was stronger

I wish I could feel no pain

I wish I was young

I wish I was shy

I wish I was honest

I wish I was you not I

'Cause

I feel so mad

I feel so angry

I feel so callused

So lost, confused, again

I feel so cheap

So used, unfaithful

Sometimes

I wish I was smart

I wish I made cures for

How people are

I wish I had power

I wish I could lead

I wish I could change the world

For you and me

Why am I Dying to live and living to die? haha I dunno. Well I am suspended for 3 days and have 2 days of i.s.r. Well things have been werid lately. I hung out with drew after school. I was gonna hang out with dave, but his car broke down.  Me and dave never hang out anymore….  He doesn’t call me anymore it seems.  He just been really busy I guess.  But  if things keep going the way they are…. I dunno if December will happen the way we planned. I cant have my heart get broken like it did last time. I have a feeling it will, I feel as if dave is just gonna be I don’t think it should happen. If that happens,  I dunno what I’ll do.  Asldflsadjfkasdfjlaskfjlsda;f.  I just had to get all that out ..