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[blonduh]

so 2day was i very down
but luckily i have a few people who know wat im going thru
or r there to make me feel better
and thanx to bita i learned how to let my emotions out on paper
so like delini and bita have done 2day here it goes

you told me you wanted me
and i foolishly believed
that i had found someone
who could set me free
you played games with my head
and led me on
maybe this time its different
maybe he's the one
i have never been able to commit
i thought it was just me
i thought there was something wrong
but then he
made me think i could
that i could change my ways
but now there is no hope
and these days
have left and gone
and now i'm all alone
sad and out of tears
once again for another year

i need to stop believing you
becasue it is all just lies
you play with my heart
and cause me to cry

i dont know how many times
you made me believe
that we could change
that we could be
the ones for eachother
together right now
but it was all false
so take your fucking bow

it seems like everytime
things seem to go well
something gets fucked up
and my life goes to hell
my emotions go on a ride
from high to low
you kill me inside
you're no longre friend...but foe

i'm hurt
you're fucked up
but im the one whose dead
drowning in a cup
you lied
you deceived
i cried
because i believed

i know in my heart
this doesnt seem right
but i let my emotions go
and you took me on a flight
you led me on
you broke my heart
you messed with my head
you played a key part
i let myself go
i fell for the lies
i wished in my heart
but i saw thru my eyes
that it would never be
i would never let
you would never allow
i would only regret