So...
One thing I've learned in life is that you just have to let it go. You have to be flexible and just let things happen. Another way of saying this is "things happen for a reason". But what is the universe constantly trying to tell me? My life is much richer, much more full and satisfying this year than last, by far. Which is good! I've found things to fulfill me, etc. But I'm still left wanting something...and it constantly changes. It's really hard to explain. But....there's just something missing and I haven't been able to find it! And I think of different ways of doing it...but...none of them seem right. This is so vague, haha, I'm sorry. Anyway...life is better than it ever has been, but it still isn't complete!
I love love love my sisters but I want to go home. Of course I'll probably be anxious as hell to come back...but it should be nice to be home. I'm hoping at least.
I'm taking BLaw this summer...distance learning. I hope it works well...I'm even doing it if I have my 40 hr/week internship...which I really really really want...but I figure I won't get. I AM young for it. And yes...I have WAB going for me(VP)...and yes I have my gpa going for me, and yes I have responsibility and everything going for me, and my dad, of course...but...I feel very inexperienced compared to what someone else they're interviewing has. You know? Oh, well. I was feeling confident at first because I thought they'd never call me...but now I just don't want to hear!
I need to practice driving...I don't know how that's going to work. It sucks. I can't parallel park...probably would suck at backing around a corner. Bad times. But I'm so good otherwise...I am a damn good driver and it doesn't scare me anymore.
I'm so tired and kind of depressedish...and just...ahhhhh. tired of it all.
I love love love my sisters but I want to go home. Of course I'll probably be anxious as hell to come back...but it should be nice to be home. I'm hoping at least.
I'm taking BLaw this summer...distance learning. I hope it works well...I'm even doing it if I have my 40 hr/week internship...which I really really really want...but I figure I won't get. I AM young for it. And yes...I have WAB going for me(VP)...and yes I have my gpa going for me, and yes I have responsibility and everything going for me, and my dad, of course...but...I feel very inexperienced compared to what someone else they're interviewing has. You know? Oh, well. I was feeling confident at first because I thought they'd never call me...but now I just don't want to hear!
I need to practice driving...I don't know how that's going to work. It sucks. I can't parallel park...probably would suck at backing around a corner. Bad times. But I'm so good otherwise...I am a damn good driver and it doesn't scare me anymore.
I'm so tired and kind of depressedish...and just...ahhhhh. tired of it all.