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im not gunna lie..im in deep depression mode over this whole mindy situation..i cant stand living without her..i dont know how i am still alive...that cat was basically my life and why i was living..i always came home from school...anxious to see her...i miss going to bed and her following me into my room and sleeping on my whole entire pillow..while i got the corner..if she wasnt on my bed..i wouldnt sleep..i just wanna lay in the grass with her...i miss her so much..it just makes me SICK to my stomach knowing that shes in a box under ground right now..its killing me
i guess crying myself to sleep every night is the cool thing to do these days..i seem to be doing it alot..
if im ever mean to anyone in school..im most likely taking my anger/depression/frusteration out on you..so im sorry ahead of time
didnt go to school today..i just needed a break..but it wasnt a long enough break..and i have early release tomorow which is good i guess...
im going to lay in bed now...
i love you mindy...RIP (((October 15th)))
thats the night we knew something was wrong with her...but the trooper that she is aways had a smile on her face...
what we had was something special..
i love you so much and i miss you...RIP..i miss holding you and kissing you and carrying you everywhere...you have no idea..i wish i was dead with you..id give anything to be with you again...going to bed alone is the worst feeling ever...i am contemplating pitching a tent next to your grave..and staying there for the rest of my life..
ive had that cat since i was in second grade..and im a junior now...ill never ever have another cat like you..some people just have no idea how i felt about this cat...and if any of you are thinking..jesum...its just a cat..well FUCK YOU
I LOVE YOU MINDY
RIP
OCTOBER 15th 2005