boysss.....
Well I thought that I had this really nice boyfriend...we both didn't want anything to go to quick like falling in love cause we were both not ready for that.....he was a good date....paid when we went out...drove me...was really polite....was good to alll the people I cared about and seemed to care about them too...showed me to his friends and some of his family. but then he said he wanted a break while he went through his parametic schooling because he didn't want any distractions cause this was his one chance to be what he always wanted to be....I respect that and agree and I still do....yesterday we get in a fight he says hes not happy and not to expect anything too nice between us....we were fighting cause he wanted me to tell his ex that we broke up so she will stay out of our shit...I finnally agree but say something he doesnt like....instead of saying we broke up I said he doesnt want a girlfriend right now....i fugured it'd leave out the why emails and all the other bothering and just leave it simple. well he thought i did it avoiding the obvious and that his ex would start shit with him soo hes pissed....i get a email back from her and she said he said the same thing to her...idk what I believe....but I'm gonna be smart and not feed too much into either one of them....if he wants me back then he'll show me so...if not there are plenty of people out there for me....its not like i loved him or am attached to him....even though every time i tell him that I am confused by something he is like I know you don't like this.....w/e I understand and don't mind it at all idk y he thinks that hes held me soo captive by him...I'll be his friend...thats what we both want and if things are gonna happen they will but I'm not gonna wait around for them to happen...