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ew i needed to update, cus my last entry was making me mad. so many things are different now, i can hardly stand it. i don't knoq if i like growing up all that much. i hate heartache. it makes me so sad. anyway, vacation. im sitting next to tasha, not really doing anything cause really we have nothing to do. these past few weeks have made my head spin so much. its like, my heart wants one thing and my head wants another, and they can't seem to agree on what to want. i hae being let down. i hate feeling like im not good enough. thats basically how i am this week imperfect and a mess. i hate it. i wish everything would go back to normal, and i wouldn't have to take any of this shit, cause really its becomming unbareable.