conclusions
Last night, my friend Gator called to tell me he is in love with his new girlfriend Wendy. I just got out of an IM with Shannon who told me that his girlfriend Shari's pregnancy is doing just fine. Good for them.
what sucks is that Shari and Wendy are both the girl after me. i was the last girl both of these guys dated before they met these amazingly awesome outrageous wonderful women.
Rob is married with kids to Amanda. Joe married Rachel, divorced Rachel, dated me again, and remarried Rachel. Brandon married Kim. John married April. Anthony married Holly and had babies. Tommy married Destiny. Arthur married Lisa. Not all of these guys were serious...some were just dates...but they ALL married the one after me.
i used to think that it was me...i was just so awful that i made the next one look great. Then i decided that i was just pushing them away and they were clearly ready to marry....then it became just not ready to marry me....not that i wanted to marry any of these boys.
my conclusion is that i'm not going to remain friends with any more exes. i'm real damn tired of hearing about their now-great lives.
what sucks is that Shari and Wendy are both the girl after me. i was the last girl both of these guys dated before they met these amazingly awesome outrageous wonderful women.
Rob is married with kids to Amanda. Joe married Rachel, divorced Rachel, dated me again, and remarried Rachel. Brandon married Kim. John married April. Anthony married Holly and had babies. Tommy married Destiny. Arthur married Lisa. Not all of these guys were serious...some were just dates...but they ALL married the one after me.
i used to think that it was me...i was just so awful that i made the next one look great. Then i decided that i was just pushing them away and they were clearly ready to marry....then it became just not ready to marry me....not that i wanted to marry any of these boys.
my conclusion is that i'm not going to remain friends with any more exes. i'm real damn tired of hearing about their now-great lives.