How to deal with leaving the one you love...Day two.
1. Wake up FUCKIN' early for no apparent reason.
2. try to get someone in the house to pay attention to you.... to no avail.
3. Give friend 20 mins to haul themselves out of bed so that they can babysit you while you go and find a present for your graduating cousin at Jay and Bob's Secret Stash.
4. Cry hysterically in room alone for 20 minutes before the dog (yes, the dog) figures out the horrid high pitched noise is coming from you.
5. Take 3 minutes worth of oxygen from the "spare" oxygen mom just has "lying" around the house. No hug given... just oxygen because of hyperventilation... then the Xanax thrown under your nose.
6. Beg other friend to get you out of the house.
7. Still no hug.
8.Go all the way to Seaside Park... just because.
9. play skeeball til arm hurts.
10. Get "OLDE TIME PHOTOS" done.
11. Go home too tired to really think.
12 wake up and repeat step one and two.
Total # of Xanax taken in 24 hour period: 5.
Total hugs: one
Texts to person causing all the pain: 7
2. try to get someone in the house to pay attention to you.... to no avail.
3. Give friend 20 mins to haul themselves out of bed so that they can babysit you while you go and find a present for your graduating cousin at Jay and Bob's Secret Stash.
4. Cry hysterically in room alone for 20 minutes before the dog (yes, the dog) figures out the horrid high pitched noise is coming from you.
5. Take 3 minutes worth of oxygen from the "spare" oxygen mom just has "lying" around the house. No hug given... just oxygen because of hyperventilation... then the Xanax thrown under your nose.
6. Beg other friend to get you out of the house.
7. Still no hug.
8.Go all the way to Seaside Park... just because.
9. play skeeball til arm hurts.
10. Get "OLDE TIME PHOTOS" done.
11. Go home too tired to really think.
12 wake up and repeat step one and two.
Total # of Xanax taken in 24 hour period: 5.
Total hugs: one
Texts to person causing all the pain: 7