its all downhill from here
i hate that my life can never be just mine
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
but i wish certain individuals would not gossip
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
i wish my life wasnt the controversy everyone makes it to be
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
im not really that bad-i just have a very rare outbreak and suddenly im news
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
and i had really hoped that i did not end up being one of those people that went behind their best freind, lied, and then stabbed her in the back and caused her to hurt
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
ive made a pact-its stronger than a promise-and i intend to keep it
-ive never broken a pact before, so there can be no doubt, only hope
i love you so much, you have no idea. you stand above everyone else in my life, even if i have a hard time showing how much i appreciate all you have done and put up with with me. i know im alot of work, and im not the greatest friend in the entire world, but if you just dont give up on me, ill show you that i can be the very best friend anyone has ever had. and the most honest one. i dont deserve your friendship, and i think thats why you are such a great person is because you are forgiving, but i wish that you would start bringing things to my face. I am oblivious to life, seriously, and i like to talk things out and get the full understanding, even if it hurts. so here's to our pact and to the next 2 years together-so, clean slate? i would fix it, but i cant-not in this case. If i had the chance i would undo every mistake, every lie, every indescretion, and everything i ever did to make you doubt or mistrust me. but i cant. all i can do is not do it again. something i have an awfully hard time doing. but thats because i never try. ever. i let it go like it meant nothing. but you mean something. and if it means having to sit down and think before an action and give up a bit of fun so i dont get hurt, so be it. its gonna be majorly hard, and i might slip up a bit, but in time, i think ill master it almost as well as you have. i love you girl, i really truly and honestly do, and im doing this for you and me. ok, that felt nice.
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
but i wish certain individuals would not gossip
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
i wish my life wasnt the controversy everyone makes it to be
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
im not really that bad-i just have a very rare outbreak and suddenly im news
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
and i had really hoped that i did not end up being one of those people that went behind their best freind, lied, and then stabbed her in the back and caused her to hurt
but thats a consequence of my actions and i take full responsibility
ive made a pact-its stronger than a promise-and i intend to keep it
-ive never broken a pact before, so there can be no doubt, only hope
i love you so much, you have no idea. you stand above everyone else in my life, even if i have a hard time showing how much i appreciate all you have done and put up with with me. i know im alot of work, and im not the greatest friend in the entire world, but if you just dont give up on me, ill show you that i can be the very best friend anyone has ever had. and the most honest one. i dont deserve your friendship, and i think thats why you are such a great person is because you are forgiving, but i wish that you would start bringing things to my face. I am oblivious to life, seriously, and i like to talk things out and get the full understanding, even if it hurts. so here's to our pact and to the next 2 years together-so, clean slate? i would fix it, but i cant-not in this case. If i had the chance i would undo every mistake, every lie, every indescretion, and everything i ever did to make you doubt or mistrust me. but i cant. all i can do is not do it again. something i have an awfully hard time doing. but thats because i never try. ever. i let it go like it meant nothing. but you mean something. and if it means having to sit down and think before an action and give up a bit of fun so i dont get hurt, so be it. its gonna be majorly hard, and i might slip up a bit, but in time, i think ill master it almost as well as you have. i love you girl, i really truly and honestly do, and im doing this for you and me. ok, that felt nice.