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Easter was good. Not a long enough break, which is why I'm so glad I have this conference coming up this weekend. A whole week with my friends in Ocean City...hopefully, that'll give me enough momentum to finish the semester.
I found out Friday night that last Tuesday, my grandmother went into surgery after she was diagnosed with lung cancer. She's been in ICU ever since because she's still have breathing problems and the like. At first, it didn't affect me more than me just being worried for her. But now it's setting in more and hitting a little more - she's my only grandparent left. I know people my age that have all four of their grandparents still. SHe's been my only grandparent since I was 9 years old...and I'm not really too happy to let go of the one remaining grandparent I do have. And there's so much going on in our family, too, coming up. Two of her grandsons (one being my brother) and my other cousin just got engaged. It's just no good...I'm not too happy about the situation.
I'm tired of death. It's the only thing that I am truely, 100% scared of. Scared is an understatement. The idea of death just...rocks my insides. Enough about that...
I just hope that my grandmother pulls through okay.
I found out Friday night that last Tuesday, my grandmother went into surgery after she was diagnosed with lung cancer. She's been in ICU ever since because she's still have breathing problems and the like. At first, it didn't affect me more than me just being worried for her. But now it's setting in more and hitting a little more - she's my only grandparent left. I know people my age that have all four of their grandparents still. SHe's been my only grandparent since I was 9 years old...and I'm not really too happy to let go of the one remaining grandparent I do have. And there's so much going on in our family, too, coming up. Two of her grandsons (one being my brother) and my other cousin just got engaged. It's just no good...I'm not too happy about the situation.
I'm tired of death. It's the only thing that I am truely, 100% scared of. Scared is an understatement. The idea of death just...rocks my insides. Enough about that...
I just hope that my grandmother pulls through okay.