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OMFG! im goin so crazy with out chris here. I miss him so freakin much. I was gonna fly to New Jersey for the hurricane but my parents wont let me. They said its to exspensive and to far away and they dont want me goin far away and then it bein so bad here i cant get home. so im goin with Hana to orlando for the weekend. and thats not that far away so there gonna let me. But i so wish i could fly to NJ to see Chris. i miss him soooooo much its crazy. i know i said i wasnt gonna fall for a guy so fast but im sorry. i lied. Chris is amazing. seriously. Hes so sweet to me. He held me the other day when i was crying and i dunno. just everything a girl could dream of he has done so far. no joke. like he said " i never make a promise i dont intend to keep so when i say 4ever, 4ever's what i mean." thats from the song "I can love you like that" by boys II men. i just wish i could see him. im goin crazy. and he asked me something last nite i would have never exspected but it was so sweet and yea. but thats mine and his little secret. well im gonna go. baby i love you. forever.