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All she wants is to be happy.
She wants a guy who will wrap his arms around her and stay like that because he feels like it. A guy who will call her up just to hear her voice. Tells her she looks beautiful no matter what and means it. Will always be there for her. Wont start an argument, he just lets it go. A guy who will give her a kiss on the forehead just beacuse he felt like it. Will hold her hand walking down the hall. Will run with her through the rain so both of them are soaked. When shes crying he will wipe the tears from her eyes and tell her "baby things will be ok". Will call her just to tell her that he loves her. Likes late nite conversations about what ever. Respects her friends. And is just all around a sweet guy.
All this girl wants is to be able to smile a true smile. Not just one that hides the tears and pain. She just wants to be able to enjoy everything that happens and not have any regrets. She wants to be able to laugh her butt off and have a great time. But she cant do that with all of this. All she wants to be able to he happy and smile again. She let go of her past thinking that she had a chance but then things went all wrong. She cant seem to figure out why. She tries and tries to be who she normally is but its not working. Shes got to many things on her mind that she cant get rid of. Regrets, wishes, worries and everything else. She just waiting for that day that everything changes.