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So much has gone on. Summer is almost over and it's killing me. I leave for state aug 20th but I'll be gone aug 10th-17th because I'm going houseboating. I can't wait but I'm sad because I'm gonna miss my friends so much. School is going to be so hard, I have class every day. No easy classes at all. Kelsey and I went to orientation, it was hot, boring, and miserable. 6 of us girls went to cedar point. It was fun except for how mad sam was getting every second. She lost her phone and andy lost his so she was freaking out that he wasn't answering. hahahah Hotel was still fun after she calmed down. Anthony and I ended everything which is kinda hard to believe after a whole year of being together. It was time for me to let go, I've been putting up with this for too long. I've been treated like shit everyday of this relationship even though he always made up for it, I deserve better. Going away to school would almost be impossible for us to work out anyways. We just believe that Jacky's dream is going to come true. It's been hard. I said to never talk to me again but then I always end up giving in because I miss him too much. A boy has been helping me try to get over him. Haven't found out yet if it's working or not. I have court tomorrow at 8am for my car accident. I'm so incredibly scared. More scared than I was the first time I had to go like 2 years ago. The fact that I'm denying responsibility really scares me even though I know I can win. I just don't want tomorrow to come.
And I just figured out that I only have 2 more weeks left in Lake Orion. So all you youngins and friends that are staying home, hang out with me. Theres barely any time left! AHHHHH
I'm scared for school to come.
And I just figured out that I only have 2 more weeks left in Lake Orion. So all you youngins and friends that are staying home, hang out with me. Theres barely any time left! AHHHHH
I'm scared for school to come.