I can't believe I feel this... again.
Michael,
Oh my goodness, I swear it was probably the hardest thing I've had to do in a long time... to walk away from you. I swear, the moment that I came inside, I ran to my room and screamed into a pillow. (wow, thats a bit emo, its it? lol) But even though it made me cry a little, I realized you were right... it was probably for the best.
But still I wonder, why do I feel like this if it was the right decision?
And why do I want to know how you feel, if I'm just trying to give it up?
I don't get it, even in the slightest.
"I never dreamt it'd be this way. I've lost any chance for me to say, to say that I miss you; to say that I love you. Will someone please tell me I'm ok? I wasnt prepared for what's to come: a life made of memories gone so young. And now I'm regreting all I've done, but in your heart know that I'm with you all along...
Where ever you go, I will be waiting. Whenever you call, I will be there. Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days alright. I'm in your heart tonight...
I never thought that this could go and take me away from all I know. And leave me to think I'm on my own. But your love will take me, you were the one: who sat through nights, you held me tight and made sure I'm ok. And I thank you for the love you gave to me.
Where ever you go, I will be waiting. Whenever you call, I will be there. Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days alright. I'm in your heart tonight...
...And if I should fall, I know you're waiting. And if I should call, I know you're there. If ever you cry, just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight."
By the way, you'll always be in mine.
Oh my goodness, I swear it was probably the hardest thing I've had to do in a long time... to walk away from you. I swear, the moment that I came inside, I ran to my room and screamed into a pillow. (wow, thats a bit emo, its it? lol) But even though it made me cry a little, I realized you were right... it was probably for the best.
But still I wonder, why do I feel like this if it was the right decision?
And why do I want to know how you feel, if I'm just trying to give it up?
I don't get it, even in the slightest.
"I never dreamt it'd be this way. I've lost any chance for me to say, to say that I miss you; to say that I love you. Will someone please tell me I'm ok? I wasnt prepared for what's to come: a life made of memories gone so young. And now I'm regreting all I've done, but in your heart know that I'm with you all along...
Where ever you go, I will be waiting. Whenever you call, I will be there. Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days alright. I'm in your heart tonight...
I never thought that this could go and take me away from all I know. And leave me to think I'm on my own. But your love will take me, you were the one: who sat through nights, you held me tight and made sure I'm ok. And I thank you for the love you gave to me.
Where ever you go, I will be waiting. Whenever you call, I will be there. Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days alright. I'm in your heart tonight...
...And if I should fall, I know you're waiting. And if I should call, I know you're there. If ever you cry, just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight."
By the way, you'll always be in mine.