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I don't really know where to begin. Seriously I can't stand troy high anymore. this school is pulling me under. i cant fucking stand fucking gbe any fucking more. so i wasnt the one who cracked open a chicken egg that was expected to hatch in 4 days so you imagine how developed it was. but then i got balmed for being fucking disrespectfuland i basically started crying but as most of you know, ive become an expert of keeping shit inside of me which is kind of why i am the way i am now and i dont think ill be the same for a very long time if ever again. this school sucks ass and next year isnt going to get any better. oh yeah and andrew wasnt here today =( i was really really sad but then i remember him telling me yesterday that he wouldnt see me until tuesday and now im sad and this weekend is going to fucking suck.
oh yeah and last night. had another fight with my parents about college, life, and a whole bunch of shit BUT..... I DIDNT END UP CRYING..... but there is a reason for it and that is because i was all cried out lol.... so my mom actually apologized to me last night ebfore she left for work. although she said she wasnt sorry about the fac tthat i was making her and my dads lives hell with the act, grades, college, and putting forth effort when doing these things. so basically i cant do anything this weekend because of studying for finals, doing practice shit for the act because my parents said they would be very upset with me if i dont do better this upcoming time because they said i did horrible (even though i really did, i mean 17%???????) and the fact that everything is going to be moved out of the hallway upstairs so if im not home then im going to be seriously fucked by my parents and i wont have any control of where things go. so yeah i have to go get my shit because lunch is almost over.....
oh yeah and last night. had another fight with my parents about college, life, and a whole bunch of shit BUT..... I DIDNT END UP CRYING..... but there is a reason for it and that is because i was all cried out lol.... so my mom actually apologized to me last night ebfore she left for work. although she said she wasnt sorry about the fac tthat i was making her and my dads lives hell with the act, grades, college, and putting forth effort when doing these things. so basically i cant do anything this weekend because of studying for finals, doing practice shit for the act because my parents said they would be very upset with me if i dont do better this upcoming time because they said i did horrible (even though i really did, i mean 17%???????) and the fact that everything is going to be moved out of the hallway upstairs so if im not home then im going to be seriously fucked by my parents and i wont have any control of where things go. so yeah i have to go get my shit because lunch is almost over.....