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Band trip was rather... interesting. i dont know.... things were the way that they were expected to be and i knew tha tbefore we left. the bus ride down there sucked ass and i seriously was hoping i would die. then we got to the hotel at 2am and aleisha was not longer part of our room so whatever with that..... I really owe mike and michelle FUCKING MAJOR after the dixie stampede. i love them both so much and michelle is a wonderful person even though before the trip i didn't even really know her that well lol....
yesterday was a RRREEAALLLYY bad day. i am so fucking stressed out after the fucking band trip. that trip has fucked me over in a zillion ways. i dont even want to write them all down in my journal. i seriously couldn't even control myself yesterday, i was crying constantly. i actually left after i got to 5th hour late because i couldn't stand it anymore. i seriously hope that 4th hour doesn't push me over the edge. i can't stand it and i know my grade is fucking bad now and i am going to be thrilled to pass it and not have to retake it next year. saturday ill be with my little brookie and i am kinda glad for that. i really wish that i could just feel more happy because i can't stand a lot of things anymore and i feel like im gonna rip out my insides on many occasions. although yesterday was funny because i ran into tori and we went to starbucks together and i met her cute doggie.
yesterday was a RRREEAALLLYY bad day. i am so fucking stressed out after the fucking band trip. that trip has fucked me over in a zillion ways. i dont even want to write them all down in my journal. i seriously couldn't even control myself yesterday, i was crying constantly. i actually left after i got to 5th hour late because i couldn't stand it anymore. i seriously hope that 4th hour doesn't push me over the edge. i can't stand it and i know my grade is fucking bad now and i am going to be thrilled to pass it and not have to retake it next year. saturday ill be with my little brookie and i am kinda glad for that. i really wish that i could just feel more happy because i can't stand a lot of things anymore and i feel like im gonna rip out my insides on many occasions. although yesterday was funny because i ran into tori and we went to starbucks together and i met her cute doggie.