nonsense
Tomorrow i find out if i graduate with my class or not..i havent even told my mom or dad that theres a possibility that i might not graduate..i should of, but, i just really dont wanna hear what she has to say about it..i cant believe everything turned out like this, im not suppose to be in this position right now, but i guess that happend alot this year, and i realized that it can happen to me......i dont think that things have really clicked that highschools over and im not going back..i havent let myself think about it all that much..ive always been the type to dwell on things and just keep replaying stuff in my head, but with this i knew if i did, id get too upset..lol it sounds so stupid, but i guess i just want to hold on to this a little longer...because now im gonna be all grown up in the real world and if i fuck up its all on me and theres no one to blame anything on...its just scary...especially leaving everyone...ive made friends and ive lost friends, and thats one of the things i miss the most...the ones i lost...they were such a big part of me..in a way i know that we all needed it, but i do miss it...............
Things will work out..
Things will work out..