Do ya 'member that time in Health class..when you wrote the lyrics on my Notebook?
Sometimes I wake up crying at night..and sometimes I scream out your name.. What right does she have to take your heart away when for so long you were mine..i remember when you were mine
OK so maybe I still do feel something towards him.. But liek who wouldnt?! I liekd him since 8th grade and liek its hard just to wake up one day and say Im not gonna liek so-and-so anymore Its harder than that..and I do have to admit that if he did ask me out or to the dance or yada yada yada or would be inclined to say yes.. and I had this dream that the ONE person that i did want to ASK me to semi told my friend that he hated me... I so hope it isnt true :\
I really liek Johnny Cash + Willie Nelson lol.
hmm but yeah life has been getting better.. but the lows are gettin lowers (the highs higher) but still it sucks when I get "depressed" or whatever... but I'm not sure when someone comes to you and says 'I need help' please help them get help.. Im sick of asking people for help and they just ignore me or whatnot :\
ugh all these damn love songs "Always On my Mind" is on right now.. i realllllly wish things would work out soon.. i really wanna get all pertty-ed up for semi
My father was in prison with you funny shit there..
My mother hates me... oh well
The date was 1966 and this what he wrote he said: My name is Private Andrew Malone and if your reading this then I didn't make it home, But for every dream that shattered another one comes true this car was once a dream of mine now it belongs to you, and though you may take her an make her your own, you'll always be riding with Private Malone.
My elbow hurts..
The play is comin along well.. madden picks me up in one scene.. amy thinks that hes hott..and she wants to do him *giggles* lol that was fun :D I love actually having liek 'friends' but yeah..
Game tomorrow.. Im kinda excited cuz its liek ROAD TRIP but yeah I hope its fun..
I wish JK was gonna go.. he might be Im not sure I havent talked to him in awhile I liek his new haircut hehe but yeah I should really give up on the who him + me dream :\
this is long i think? im not sure... school sucks... i should be doing better ALLOT better <--see i cant spell and notice all the mistakes n stuff ok one last thing
Look around your world pretty baby, is it everything you hoped it would be? The wrong guy , the wrong situation. The right time to roll to me
Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin' I think it's cool you do whatcha do and don't try to save me I'm a bitch I'm a lover I'm a child I'm a mother I'm a sinner
I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell I'm you dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way I'm a bitch I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees When you're hurt
When you suffer I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb I'm revived Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way
au revoir
OK so maybe I still do feel something towards him.. But liek who wouldnt?! I liekd him since 8th grade and liek its hard just to wake up one day and say Im not gonna liek so-and-so anymore Its harder than that..and I do have to admit that if he did ask me out or to the dance or yada yada yada or would be inclined to say yes.. and I had this dream that the ONE person that i did want to ASK me to semi told my friend that he hated me... I so hope it isnt true :\
I really liek Johnny Cash + Willie Nelson lol.
hmm but yeah life has been getting better.. but the lows are gettin lowers (the highs higher) but still it sucks when I get "depressed" or whatever... but I'm not sure when someone comes to you and says 'I need help' please help them get help.. Im sick of asking people for help and they just ignore me or whatnot :\
ugh all these damn love songs "Always On my Mind" is on right now.. i realllllly wish things would work out soon.. i really wanna get all pertty-ed up for semi
My father was in prison with you funny shit there..
My mother hates me... oh well
The date was 1966 and this what he wrote he said: My name is Private Andrew Malone and if your reading this then I didn't make it home, But for every dream that shattered another one comes true this car was once a dream of mine now it belongs to you, and though you may take her an make her your own, you'll always be riding with Private Malone.
My elbow hurts..
The play is comin along well.. madden picks me up in one scene.. amy thinks that hes hott..and she wants to do him *giggles* lol that was fun :D I love actually having liek 'friends' but yeah..
Game tomorrow.. Im kinda excited cuz its liek ROAD TRIP but yeah I hope its fun..
I wish JK was gonna go.. he might be Im not sure I havent talked to him in awhile I liek his new haircut hehe but yeah I should really give up on the who him + me dream :\
this is long i think? im not sure... school sucks... i should be doing better ALLOT better <--see i cant spell and notice all the mistakes n stuff ok one last thing
Look around your world pretty baby, is it everything you hoped it would be? The wrong guy , the wrong situation. The right time to roll to me
Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin' I think it's cool you do whatcha do and don't try to save me I'm a bitch I'm a lover I'm a child I'm a mother I'm a sinner
I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell I'm you dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way I'm a bitch I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees When you're hurt
When you suffer I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb I'm revived Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way
au revoir