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w.o.w. such a long day.. got home from school and took steph to the doctors, which i dont mind at all but i do mind how slow the doctors were
3 1/2 hours ! such a long ass time, yes yes it is
I am so worn down and i dk why... stressed out ? who knows im in a "funk" Come home with nothing to eat ne one know how it is to miss real food ?!
I have no time to myself at all richie was here and b4 dannys friends like everyday and DRAMA = i HATE ! i love them to death dont get me wrong i just want Katie time to be home and chill and not to be home to just clean and people take EVERYTHING i have i wish i just could have something no one can take away from me ( i have my MATT) ...i wish my mom would buy food to make in the house instead of buying take out or some shit..... i just hate being home ... april comes around and im going to move in with my AUNTIE ? ( i hope) sry for this pointless entry i just want to SCREAM but is
neone listening ?
Good points in my day
- Saw matt and spent time with Steph
- Ate mac and cheese ?
- Going to bed asap and maybe matt can surprise me and come over to lay with me !! Love him
- Knowing i have friends who care
- thinking about april
-when matt gets his 25 dollar an hour job and his app ! I can live with him HECK YES
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Now that I look back from the beginning of our relationship until now
I see all the people we have lost, all the people we have gained
And those few who well be just the same.
I see what you have done for me, good and bad
The good out ways the bad… keeping you forever will be my goal
Loving you with all I have, giving you my life to hold
You have given me so much but yet they material is so little
Loving you none the less has never been an issue
Just having you around puts me in my ups and downs
But no matter you always turn my day’s upside-down
New surprises that you give and the trust I receive
No one compares to you.
You are my one and only
You show it in all different ways
I’m looking forward always for our next day