Jun 14, 2005 16:43
Boredom is settin in
When it comes I think of you
All the things that have happened
You can't take away the memories
You told me that you loved me
You swore that this was real
I gave you my body and soul
You told me there would be an us
You swore this wouldn't happen again
That you wouldn't leave me here in the dust
You have done this three times
Why do I keep coming back for more
You took my heart
From the first time we met
You tore it apart
When you broke it off
With you I feel special
With you I feel whole
With you I feel alive
With you I feel like I can finally be me
Your touch is electric
It makes my hair stand on edge
We fit together so perfectly
Fit into eachothers curves
You say I am like a drug
You can't say no to me
I am the same way with you
And right now I'm having withdrawls
You say theres's still a chance for us
I will be waiting for that day to come
Sitting where I am
With the tears streaming down my face
So yeah... I feel pathedic... Maybe it is best... I just feel alone... Like no one else is here and they have all left me here to die. I really hope this feeling goes away. I am leaving on Monday and I hope to be updating down there.
always yours
ashley