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♥i wonder why i even bother.
i wonder why i try.
i dont know why id go through all the trouble,
just to be unloved.♥
Wow.. the last couple days have been Hell. I just think about stuff and start crying.. and im sick of it! I wanna it all to go away. I try and try soo soo hard to let it all go.. and it wont leave me alone.♥ Anyways.. on a happier note.. (i guess) Christmas is tomorrow.. not even really excited this year.. dont know why! My aunt is suposed to me coming over tonite to have Christmas.♥ Well.. cant wait til the New Year.. maybe things will change and ill be happy again. I miss that in me! Well.. im gonna go if ya wanna talk er hang.. call me! Byee ♥
x♥x
*Sorry. .the last enrty i messed up on!*
i wonder why i try.
i dont know why id go through all the trouble,
just to be unloved.♥
Wow.. the last couple days have been Hell. I just think about stuff and start crying.. and im sick of it! I wanna it all to go away. I try and try soo soo hard to let it all go.. and it wont leave me alone.♥ Anyways.. on a happier note.. (i guess) Christmas is tomorrow.. not even really excited this year.. dont know why! My aunt is suposed to me coming over tonite to have Christmas.♥ Well.. cant wait til the New Year.. maybe things will change and ill be happy again. I miss that in me! Well.. im gonna go if ya wanna talk er hang.. call me! Byee ♥
x♥x
*Sorry. .the last enrty i messed up on!*