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well today was crazy.....in math today me claire and steph were all pritty in bummer moods so we talked. And boy did we TALK! I couldnt believe it there i was in the middle of math spilling out my guts about everything thats bugging me right now what im trying to figure out and all this crazy stuff. It was insane....but i dont think they understand how much it really helped me. I hate this feeling like once you think you got everything right in ur head....its not. I envy everyone who is completley happy with themselves in every way. I denno even though right now my emotions are so combind about so many different things....it really boils down to me. I can't change my sitauations and i need to learn to get over myself and toughen up. I need to become the best Alycia i have inside....and only i am holding myself back from that. well ya sounds totally stupid but i denno i really needed to hear what they had to say....and im gald i listened. Cuz things have definatly need to change, with well..........me.