parental...units
my parents have gone on total piss mode latley. I denno why but i have always been the more indepentdent type get my own tasks done when i get them done and that kind of thing. and my parents have always let me be that type of person, cuz they trust me and know i will do fine on my own. but latley its like my parents plan and inspect every detail of my life. I hate that. This past year they have like changed. Before they let me organize my own life and that kind of stuff and have always been really leeniant [however you spell that] with my curfues and that stuff. But latley they wont stop harrassing me with questions about what im doing how im doing in school amd i feeling alright. It mother has been bugging me enough with the basketball thing and stuff like that....for the first time i flat out told my m om no. It was weried, she didnt expect me to do that. i told her no i dont want to try out for basketball this year and that even if i was starting position and varisty i wouldnt take it im not playing. you should have seen the look on her face... i mean I know i have been sick for a while and they just care but its starting to get to me. They put all these rules on me now that i had when i wa slike in 4th grade. I had more freedom as a freshman and an 8th grader then i do now! i dont know whats changed, me or them, but i dont remember them ever being like this before. Its like they dont trust me...but i have never done anything to them that would make them not trust me. Maybe its me just being too open with them about my life and my feelings. I use to not tell them everything, and now that i do its like they put up a gaurd on my life. I just want to tell them its always been this way...and i have always gotten through with everything. Ugh i just want to live my life the way i use to, without them constantly down my back. I know everyone hates there parents at one point or another...and dont get me wrong, i love mine. But with the crud that has happend with our family the past 2 years, there not the same anymore, and eaither am i.