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fuck me. i havent updated in literally MONTHS...omg like i honestly cant even beleive how much i missed this stupid little website!!! sigh....this is gunna be a long one i can already tell....so here we go (yes i seriously had to look back at my last entry to see when i was, but trust me i've flipped like 203592039823 degrees since then. cus my last entry makes me wanna puke.)
i saw my brother's entry and i wanted to comment on it and i couldnt beleive that i hadent updated in forever...so here we go!
so! i went to camp cus last entry, yes i was still packing..haha. camp owned.talk about the best time of my entire fucking life, like you dont even understand. hannah jekowsky is my entire existance and this year's crew was pretty much as kickass as it gets. HAN.RISS.JILL.EMILY.RIZZO.DANIELLE.LAURA.DEV.ALEX.LIZ.NICOLE.CASS.BRI.ELENA.VICTORIA.CAT.BECCY.CLAIRE.LILY....shit son so many more...i love you all! UNFOURTNATLY we found out that camp was no longer going to be run because of rising costs, and less campers would be able to attend because of the cost. my summer is pretty much over for the rest of my life, cus i have squat to do now. i brought hudson and we pretty much owned group 2 untll the last day when he dumped me and i fractured 2 ribs. AWESOME. i walked like the hunchback of notredame for like 3 weeks.
came home from the best 2 weeks of my life and jumped my horse like none other to prepare for my FIRST 3 PHASE!!! wooo good times! tyler came to watch rissa but tom refused to come. awesome. love it. got 7th overall out of 11 and we had the 5th best dressage score (ps we sucked at dressage). i signed up for another 3 phase but i wasnt accepted because i was too late or w/e. so my trainer left me a msg saying that she bitched the people out and obvously i didnt get her msg cus i got a new cell phone which may i add is the biggest piece ever. so in the end....i didnt go. sweet.
school started. awesome. it sucked like usual cus thats just how it goes. me and tom broke up, and it was pretty much the 6th worst thing ever. but i unfourtantely wasnt completely dead about it cus i hadnet seen him in like 3 weeks cus he started football and i was in school. i hate talking about this but i feel like i really needa drain it. so anyways we promisied to still talk n shit. didnt happen. and i honestly was wicked upset. boo to him. we honestly havent even had a real conversation since. :/
i partied. i partied hard. i partied hard for many weekends with the girls i love to DEATH!! woo. lots of good times like i wouldnt even be able to tell you. wow.
soccer season pretty much sucked.
Rest in Pease Mr. Downing, we will never forget you....*
school completely sucked and some of my best friends were hating me. i was loving it. i missed the first dance to go to canada with manda and ashely which wasnt too bad, but i havent seen amanda since cus shes at UNH! i miss her.
went to nantucket with hannah and devon....god damn i love those girls. we hung out with matt, and gaven most of the weekend, and it kicked ass minus the raining sideways part. awesomeness. i miss you boys sooo much!!!
but yeah my life pretty much sucked......untill!!!! (dun dun dun) me and LT were walking through the hall and we saw some guy that wed never seen before, and he was pretty much amazingly hott. i was pumped. and i kinda didnt think about him for a week. THEN! i was in mrs frye's study hall (ps i love mrs frye, shes awesome) and i saw him walk in and talk to her, and i felt retarted cus i couldnt stop staring at him. make me sound creepy i know. so as soon as he left i sprinted up tp mrs frye's desk and she dished out the 411. and she asked me if i was interested in french club...cus she was trying to get matt to join, so she had me and matt! exchange numbers so we could bake cookies together for the french club dinner.
OCTOBER 22 :D
cmae and i went to the football game we won. whats new? got home and she wanted to hang out with spencer (they are together! yay!) and i was like awesome, 3rd wheel at my own house, love it, and she had a brillant idea....CALL MATT. i was so pumped. so i did and i invited him over, buf chick calzone, superstar and parent trap later i was with the most perfect guy i had ever met. and i was hooked. ♥
our football team won state champs vs. souhegan it was a tense end, but we pulled through cus god loves plymouth more, and souhegan ppl are definately not as cool.
i turned 16, no car, no ipod, no digital camera. i got a bracelet and some earrings. partay. my girls came over and we got fat offa chineese food and icecream, love them. started driver's ed on my birthday, but i had to miss it cus i had another cyst of death and i was supposta go to the hospital but nobody was home so i sat in the nurse's office crying all day, on my birthday. greatness.
yeah so i pretty much hang out with matt every chance i get cus hes so amazing :) ! we were together all day today and then went and saw pippin the HS play. saw ashely grace and MERE who i havent seen in god knows how long....i missed them came home to find out my mom prolly broke her ankle, again. sweet.
i prolly missed like 330583 cool things that happened, but i think thats enough for now...
matthew ♥ <- always :)
♥Dana