can't nobody love you like me
Well, today I got to go play with Calin for awhile. I missed that fucker. Ryan was there, too so we all had a nice lil visit. One of these weekends we're gonna go on a ripper together. That would be a good time.
This week has been great, other than the anxiety attacks. I'll get back to them later. Chris has been in town since Tuesday, so I'm getting to see him lots. I'm liking it. He's being really sweet and stuff. Who woulda known that was in him, eh? No, he's always really sweet.
I'm almost caught up in school, too. Missing 2 weeks sucks. The work piles up.
So now I've had 44 anxiety attacks in 16 days. I'm getting so sick of it all. I just want my normal life back, and I really feel like I can't have it when at any given moment I can start freakin out like that. Last night I had a really bad one. I slept it off for 12 hours. It was weird though cuz it was like I was terrified of absolutely everything around me.
Me and Brad were hanging out a bit today. I totally miss pissing around with him. He's such a fuckin little nut. I'm one of the few people who truly appreciates his sense of humor.
Well, I'll shut up now. Later.
-lauren
This week has been great, other than the anxiety attacks. I'll get back to them later. Chris has been in town since Tuesday, so I'm getting to see him lots. I'm liking it. He's being really sweet and stuff. Who woulda known that was in him, eh? No, he's always really sweet.
I'm almost caught up in school, too. Missing 2 weeks sucks. The work piles up.
So now I've had 44 anxiety attacks in 16 days. I'm getting so sick of it all. I just want my normal life back, and I really feel like I can't have it when at any given moment I can start freakin out like that. Last night I had a really bad one. I slept it off for 12 hours. It was weird though cuz it was like I was terrified of absolutely everything around me.
Me and Brad were hanging out a bit today. I totally miss pissing around with him. He's such a fuckin little nut. I'm one of the few people who truly appreciates his sense of humor.
Well, I'll shut up now. Later.
-lauren